In the rain and the rush and the pain

You say it was madness that overtook you

You say that you are sorry and that it was a mistake

But you can never tell me honestly why you did it

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Did you wake up this morning in a suffering state perhaps

Or was there no reason for it at all 

Did you perhaps do it just because you could 

And I wonder if it was more convenient

I wonder if it was worth it

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My sleepless nights

My tears

My anxiety and panic attacks

My continuous insecurity

My heart beating out of my chest

My broken mind

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