There was a time when I lived in two worlds, and with one foot in each camp

I felt pretty good about myself I felt like I had options and I had a choice

But I always thought that one day I’d commit to somewhere and that I’d make that choice

I suppose I did eventually but it wasn’t the brave victorious moment I imagined

It was more of a fade to black of these other futures that had I had held in me for so long

I am watching them blink out of existance one by one their light extinguished

From where I was I flicker in and out like a signal that itsn’t quite out of range just yet

It isn’t a happy thing and maybe it’s a little bit sad but more than anything else it is

My choice to make and as I watch the world fadeout I watch my future fade in