An unwise man once told me that I was a sinner

She told me that in my eyes was an evil, demonic glimmer

The tragedy is that for years I believed her

I didn’t resist when my husband called me Darth Vader

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So what can make something like that right in my soul

How can I forgive myself for my own betrayal so whole

My body holds the pain and keeps the score

I wish I could teach my heartstrings to play more

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Maybe I am a sinner but I loved every minute

Does love so brutally cast aspersions on Reddit

Or was he actually the one who had demons in him

Did his personal exorcism not his true passions dim

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I wish you didn’t talk like that because I know he loves you

You love him and moving quietly you dance with him too

Happy Birthday to me I suppose that I’m not living between

Only you could fill his space with what is locked away unseen